The Break Up -- from a sender exclusivelyriz

Nothing could ever pain me enough waking up every single day and finding you’re not there. We’re through, that’s the brutal reality. I wish I could shut my eyes out and pretend it was just a nightmare to make the pain go away. But before my eyes, the truth atrociously devours my whole humanity saying over and over again that you’re gone. Getting used to this loneliness and emptiness would somehow let me live. But how long will I ever be in this road of continuous, never ending heartaches? I long for the pain be gone and start a new life.

How excruciating it is to know that all we had and we’re to have has come to an end. The love we had was almost perfect. It endured so many trials and adversities that are naturally involved in a relationship. But it seems like before I could blink, everything was lost before my very eyes. Everything disappeared leaving me only bitter memories and an aching heart. How can I contain this agony to any further extent? You have crossed to a different path leaving me here all alone. My eyes weary, my heart broken and my distant cries unheard. Trying hard to deny the facts, hoping you’d still come back. But what choice do I have but to submit to these lonely hands of destiny- that we are not meant to be. Ours was a situation no can or ever will understand. This love made me go on but can it endure more cuts and wounds? It has enough. It was tired of being played with and taken for granted. It has to depart as it would be more painful to stay.

Regrets I don’t have from the very beginning till the end. Acceptance was the best medication for a wounded heart. The decisions were made for the best. But when I look back, I see you. I see us. Our old times together. The laughter. The tears. They’re all that’s left. Memories. Should you call me weak? For then I will be absurdly mad at myself. Merely because I sense that’s true. I still love you even after all the pain you caused me. How I wish I could be numb. So I could go on living and never be hurt by anyone. How tiring it is to constantly feel pain. True that I haven’t moved on yet. But I should. But how can I, if when you’re not around I am labeled as strong but when you are, I suddenly become soft and weak?

Sure enough, I can’t meddle with your decisions anymore. I don’t have the slightest right. I am your former love and I am not even one of your friends from now on. Still my endless concerns for you shove me to you. I apologize. I purely fail to remember. I am nothing to you now. Everything about us is over.

 

“And even if you mean the whole damn world to me. I can forget you wait and see. I can be strong even without you. I can’t waste my life forever hoping you’d come back to me but deep inside I know I’ll be waiting here for you.” 

by exclusivelyriz 

Common Katangahan

Meron kabang kaibigan, kamag anak o tropa na tanga?

i mean ung parang ganito, 

nung last monday ung tropa ko nag aayaya ng basketball sa tropa nya ang sabi nya.

(TXT ni CG kay MARK)

CG : mark! basketball tayo bukas sa laspiñas mga 5pm kasama mga classamates ko txtbk asap.

(nag hintay si CG ng reply ni mark, maka raan ng 1hour nag reply din)

MARK : CG. kelan?
(tanga talaga e noh? sinabi na nga na bukas e)

CG : bukas nga sa laspiñas. sama ka ha?

MARK : anong oras?

CG : 5pm nga ano ba? sasama kaba?

(CG naasar na)

MARK : sino ba mga kasama?

( relax pa din)

CG : amp! mga classmate ko. 

MARK : ahh. cge try ko humabol. may dadaan pa kasi ako bukas.

(sa wakas na gets din ang sinasabi ni CG)

CG : cge. intayin ko txt mo. 

kinabukasan...

                                              hindi natuloy si mark. haha~!

ang tanga diba?:D

SINO BA TALAGA SI PED XING?

Sino ba talaga si PED XING?

Dati kasi napadaan ako sa may Roxas Blvd. at nakita ko ung "PED XING" na sign un.  Ano kaya un?

            Kadalasan kasi ang makikita mo sa kalye ay mga pangalan ng mga kilalang bayani na may naitulong sa bayan. Tulad nalang ni Jose Rizal, Andres Bonifacio,  at marami pang bayani na hindi na kasya sa blog na ito. 

mabalik tayo sa PED XING SINO BA TALAGA SIYA?

Tao Ba Siya?

may naitulong ba siya sa PILIPINAS at naka bandera sa kalye ng maynila ang pangalan niya?

isa ba siyang banyaga(foreigner) INTSIK? kasi "XING" ang apelido niya?  at pilipino name na "PED"? ahh.. CROSSBREED siguro siya ng PILINO+INTSIK?

kasali kaya siya sa pilino chinese community naninirahan sa BINONDO? at nag titinda ng tiangge sa divisoria? sa 168?

kamusta kaya siya? ilan taon na kaya siya? kasi napakatagal na niyang naka bandera sa kalsada ng kamaynilaan.

Napakatanyag talaga ni PED XING biruin mo halos sa buong bansa maari mong makita ang pangalan niya dinaig pa niya ang ating pam-bansang bayani na si Jose Rizal.

sana makilala ko si PED XING, mabait kaya siya? mapagbigay? o chickboy din katulad ni Jose Rizal?

by Angel Rose Cadiz - arcadiz22@yahoo.com

Bayan "Lola Techie" TVC30s

sana ganito din ang lola ko. ang cool. 

watch the video here

Ang Online GAMES ng mga TANGANG MATON

MATON KABA? eto na ang hinihintay mong laro. 

At last the amazing world of Hello Kitty and Friends is coming to interactive life as a massively multiplayer online game! SanrioDigital and Typhoon Games have combined Sanrio's much-loved characters with new eye-catching graphics and the engaging gameplay of MMORPGs. Gamers and fans finally have the opportunity to become a part of the Sanrio universe! Here is a quick preview of the game.    

check the game here

Michael Jackson is dead

the king of pop, died today from cardiac arrest at LA.

He was 50. You can read the report here. 

PINAKA TANGANG CR

nung nag stop over kami sa ilocos sur nkita ko to, aba! grabe na loka ako sa  nakalagay sa CR na ito. hehe! :)

Pacquiao For Fresident?

pogi ang boboto kay manny pacquio. :D

picture credits here

1 LITER OF TEARS

Kitou Aya was a 15-year-old girl. She was Japanese. She lived with her parents, her brother, and her sisters. She was the oldest among them. Her father opened a tofu shop at their house. Her mother worked as a health consultant.

Until she reached the age of 15, she was very healthy and lively. She joined the basketball team in her junior high school as well as in her senior high school. She was really good at basketball and became a regular member as soon as she joined the team.

But at 15, she realized something weird was going on with her body. She fell really often when she walked and also couldn’t pick her bag up from the floor, when she wanted to put it into her school locker. Of course, for a normal person, this wouldn't happen.

Not only Aya, but her mother noticed it as well. So one day, when Aya fell again right on her face, her mother brought her to the hospital to cure her injury and also to have a general check-up. The doctor was a neurologist. He found that Aya’s cerebrum suffered from a degenerative condition. He soon told Aya’s parents. And for Aya, she found out by herself that she had an incurable disease named Spinocerebellar Degeneration. 

From then on, Aya’s condition got worse and worse. She became just like the doctor said she would be. She became unable to walk and was forced to use a wheelchair at school, so she had to leave the basketball team. Then, it became very difficult for her to write. It made her lessons in class difficult to do. The teachers decided she must move to a school for the disabled. Sadly, she moved there.

Years later, she had to stay in the hospital because her condition made it impossible to live outside. From then on, she could no longer speak. It became difficult to write, and difficult to swallow food. In her 25th year, she left this world.

Now, her youngest sister, Rika, works as a private tutor teaching kids how to study; her younger brother, Hiroki, is working as a policeman, protecting the area and keeping it safe. Her younger sister, Ako-san, ever since graduating from Higashikou High School where Aya attended, like Shioka, has been working as a health consultant. Her father, Mizuno, and her mother, Shioka, up until now are still continuing to pass on Aya’s beliefs. 

During her suffering, she wrote in her diary every day until she couldn’t write anymore. She said it was the only way to prove that she was still alive… Here are some words from her diary:

“If I were a flower, then now I would be a bud.
I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets.
This disease, why did it choose me?
Fate. It can't be put into words.
I want to make a time machine and go back in time.
If it wasn't for this disease,
not only I could enjoy falling in love but I also
wouldn’t have to rely on anyone and live by myself.
I really don't want to say things such as 'I want to go back to how things were before.'
I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.
Therefore I definitely won't run away.
That's what I’ll do. Definitely, always.
Even if it's like that, I still want to stay here.
because this is the place where I am.
If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also today
stretching limitlessly and smiles at me...I'm alive.
People shouldn’t dwell on the past. It's enough
to try your best in all that you're doing now.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As i think about the future, the tears will come out again."

“Mom, can I get married?”

The diary, 1 Litre of Tears, that Aya had been writing in since she was 15 has sold 18 million copies. Even after 29 years it still continues to give a lot of people courage.

credits here

10 katangahan at iba pa

1. Ang tanga ay hindi na nonood ng drama, jdrama (japanese drama), koreanovela.

2. Tanga ang taong nag do DOTA ( Defence Of The Ancients ).

3. Ang Tanga ay hindi na natutulog sa TANGHALI (SIESTA TIME)

4. Tanga ang Taong mahilig mag text.

5. Ang Tanga ay hindi nag mi MIDNIGHT SNACK.

6.  Tanga ang taong mahilig sa MOTOR.

7. Tanga ang taong mahilig sa ONLINE GAMES at nagkwekwento ng kung ano anong bagay tungkol sa nilalaro niyang ONLINE GAMES.

8.  Ang Tanga ay "HINDI NALILIGO" , mas mabaho mas astig.

9.  Tanga ang taong nahihilig sa tinagalog na kanta tulad nang " Umbrella - Payong "

10. Tanga ang taong nag yoyosi